I absolutely detest cellulite.

They're worse than love handles. Much much worse.

This is because you can't lose it. Maybe you can exercise so that it won't be so swollen but it'll still be there.

Gurgh.

Anyway.

I should start on my history mindmap! ASAP!

A lot of homework. TSK.

My fault.. again.

So much to do, so little time.

I want my period to come today!

PLEASE GOD.

I CANNOT have it during obs.

CANNOT.

That will be.. UTTERLY HORRIFYING.

I want to still be dyslexic ;D

Gonna take the test soon.

My bro is, so I don't see why I shouldn't be.

YAY.

Okay bye bye.

I miss you <3

Hey ya'll.

I have to study-udy-udy.

This morning I woke up at eight.

Decided to go for the lousily-planned cousin outing.

My gosh it started off HORRIBLE.

My sister's planning is a total flop.

You'd think she'd be smarter than that at 18.

She's nineteen this year, for crying out loud!

But anyway..

We walked from botanical gardens all the way to island creamery.

Ate so much ice-cream, and cream.

UGH.

Yeah but anyway.

I should study now.

I hate the windows live messenger on my computer..

So problematic.

Tsk.

Okay byebye.

Til' I feel like blogging again ;D

I don't understand myself.

Life's so difficult, and to tell you the truth, mine is really good already.

Like, really really blessed.

But I am not showing how much I treasure it in my actions.

I'm such a... piece of poop.

As in, you'd think I'd learn by now.

But NOOO...

"I'm busy, so busy. So I can't do this, can't do that.."

I end up doing NOTHING.

Always.

And I don't CHANGE FOR THE BETTER.

Tell me, am I a loser or what?

Sure sure, everyone has self-discipline problems.

But.. mine are like woah.

Sure, I don't let go of myself.. I just let myself be a.. nothing.

In the middle.

I don't do drugs or boys or anything, but I don't work hard either.

I should be studying for bio now, right?

That's why I'm not going for the picnic tomorrow, RIGHT?

THEN WHY HAVE I NOT STARTED STUDYING YET?!

Youtube, TV.. screw this!

I didn't even spend time with chow!

WTH IS MY PROBLEM?!

I'm such a loser.

Bye.

Find me @ www.myclichedfairytale.tumblr.com for iphone posts. It will act as my back up blog when I'm lazy to go on the computer ;D This is still my official blog. Yay!

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Yeah anyway so I had drama today.

Omgosh so nerve-wrecking.

But thursday's one will be even scarier, I think.

I hope not though.

I hope I did well.. I was shaking through the whole thing, and I only made a small mistake of tripping over one word.

But I was going so fast that maybe it was not even noticeable.

Hopefully..

Anyway, Thursday... AHH!

Drama has been damn stressful so far, but I hope that it will be cool soon.

Haha it's kinda fun, but mentally draining.

Not that gym wasn't.. when I had to do stunts which scared me.

But I felt much less fear than what I was trying to project, cause I always wanted to stall for time.

HAHA.

Yeah, I was a slacker.

And whined so that I could drag time.

Anyway..

So drama is cool..

I nearly died of dehydration just now omgosh.

Haha and today marks the first time a teacher ever saw an "uncanny resemblance" between my sister and I, not knowing at all that we were sisters.

It cracked my father and bro up.

Mrs Lim: Do you have a sister in this school? You remind me very much like this old student I had.

Me: Yeah but I don't think she's who you're thinking of. Kerri ann.

Mrs Lim: I KNEW IT! You two are the same, the way you look and act. She was always asking questions, non-stop. Silly questions.

Me: HUH?! You mean you really were thinking of her when you said I reminded you of an old student of yours?

Mrs Lim: Of course! You guys really are the same.

Me: But I thought she was good at math..

Mrs Lim: Noo... She was quite weak at it.

Me: Oh but I thought she got A1 for her Os.

Mrs Lim: Really? I don't think so.. Maybe it was for emath.. Not A.

Me: Oh.. But she liked it ;D

Haha first time!

Yeah... Anyway.

I'm feeling kinda thirsty again.

Please wish me good luck for thursday's suneeta assessment!

I hope I do well, not making any mistakes!

Until I decide to on my computer again.. Sayonara.

Ahh I've got to find a nice monologue, asap! But.. where?

Ugh, it's so hard to find good monologues.

I filed my work but that means I have to bring all my files to school!

Got to do my homework.

Got to.

Have to.

Especially SS.

Boo.

Okay I should be doing my work now.

Tata.

Hey babes, I'm back!

Wow, it's been kinda long since I last blogged properly.

But I won't let this space die out.

There are so many things to catch up on.

Omgosh my webcam is BLURRYYY.

Yeah, okay.

Anyway, I have so much work to do.

New promises to fulfil.

Newfound talents to nurture.

People to treasure.

Things to do right.

So many things to do.

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I had my first drama practice yesterday.

I haven't blogged for so long that this space does not even know of my getting into drama.

The first practice was INTIMIDATING.

I guess I just have to get more comfortable and familiar with the people.

I like ms lim now.

She's nicer than before.

Funny too.

I hope she remains my form/emath teacher.

And mr yeo to stay as my chem teacher.

It is kinda weird.. not being in gym anymore.

But whatv, it's better this way.

It's just that, for drama, you have to remember monologues.

I have to prepare TWO.

And there is just so much homework.

So many things to catch up on.

By the way, I realised that for the post on japan, it was that amelia, my brother and I who were the only ones that liked skiing on the first day, not the other way around.

Oops.

Speaking of which, I miss japan.

Chow is so adorable.

Her hair is long now.

Should we send her for grooming?

I want my hair to grow longer and longer.

Yeesh, my "comeback post" is pathetic, but whatv.

SS, mo xie, lit essay, filing, obs photo, amath, emath, bio and chem.

How am I going to complete all these in a short span of 2 days?!

And two monologues, for crying out loud.

I think I shall read MND to sleep.

Oh, oh, oh!

The reason why I haven't been blogging is: I haven't used my computer for ages.

Only my iphone.

Thus, I shall be creating a tumblr (and maybe an lj, but only maybe), as my iphone-blogs.

But of course, I WON'T ABANDON THIS SITE.

Whenever I use my computer, I shall blog here.

It helps relieve stress.

If only, like tumblr and lj, onsugar was an iphone app.

That way I would blog everyday.

Tsk.

Okay, bye bye.

School.

It's crazy, it's CRAZY!

Ahhhhhhh!

Ahhh!

Save me!

First day of school.

Was so tired, so I slept.

For too long.

So queasy now.

Well, school was fine.

I miss japan.

Oh no the nine o'clock show is ending.

I like the show.

Haha I should try doing some homework right?

Hmm.

Okay bye.

This is just another cliche new year's post, isn't it?

Well, whatever I say now, I'll mean it.

This year, I hadn't made any new year's resolutions.

What's the point?

In fact, every year, I can't even remember what resolutions I made.

Same old, same old, maybe.

I haven't fulfilled any, so I'm going to go with the flow from now on.

This year, 2009, passed so quickly.

It was a therapy year for me.

Now, heading on to sec 3, everything seems to be going a bit too fast for me to catch up.

All I know is that I have to treasure my loved ones, my friends, my family and just about everything I have.

It could be taken away from me so quickly, I won't even know what hit me.

You never know what's gonna happen, so I guess this kind of is my new year's resolution; I am going to live every moment like it's the last.

I want to be able to know that I've done my best, no matter what happens.

I thank everybody who has helped me, cared for me and have been there for me this year.

The decade has ended, and I want to start it off right.

Pipi, chowchow, my parents and koko. They've been such big parts of my life, especially through this decade.

Before I knew it, I grew up.

Life isn't easy, and if I could go back to when I was a kid, say 7 years old (?), I totally would.

But if I keep clinging on to the past which I had, I never will move on.

And truthfully, I don't want to.

I'm growing up and that really sucks.

I don't want to face life at its harshest, but then again, who does?

But I know if I pray hard enough, I will achieve contentment.

Contentment over perfection.

I think that's what I need.

I have to keep my past close to me but my eyes on the road ahead.

Thank you to everybody who has travelled with and is going to travel the topsy-turvy highway called life with me.

I wish that we can all have a wonderful 2010 ahead of us, and the strength to overcome all the obstacles life throws at us.

Now I'm going to start the new year's off by starting on my holiday homework.

Happy new year everyone!